The difference between being GREAT and being a GODDESS

GREAT                        GODDESS

-the next morning                     -The next morning
he buys you brunch                   he buys you bling.

-you can’t find your                   -You can’t find your
underwear because                   underwear because he
he tore it in the heat                  he kept them as a
of passion                                souvenir

-he gets rid of his                      -He gets rid of his porn
 black book

-he proposes                             -He proposes.
“doing it again”

–he thinks of your                     -He thinks of your
 sex sessions while                    sex sessions while
 he’s at work                              he’s at work and can’t
                                                stand up for an hour

ME!

Chosen few friends’ viewpoint on me…with these six items:

1.) Whenever I need ____, I call you first.

CINDY (RODA)——-  to get a makeover
BRANDON———— Darius
KEVIN—————- a friend
TARA———– —–  a celebrity friend
SUE——————- honest and sincere answer
ELLIE—————– justice
NICK—————— therapist
HENRY—————  a friend
NATHAN————– to talk
CEEJAY————— somebody conversationally stimulating ( not to mention physically )
MATT—————-  to pleasantly distract me
LAUREN —————-  to do crazy stuff

2.) If i got invited to__,I woudn’t ask you to come along cos i know you’d hate it.

CINDY——– dine with the “THEY WHO MUST NOT BE NAMED”
BRANDON—- 
KEVIN——– Pump
TARA——— be with ur bestfriend (u knw what i mean )
SUE———– kiddie party
Ellie———– bible study
NICK———  wedding
HENRY——-  a boxing match
NATHAN—— eat pungko2x
CEEJAY——- a stripclub 
MATT——— a shooting match
LAUREN ————- a private party wherein I dont know the people

3.) When I do see/hear___, it reminds me of you.

CINDY———- Aishwarya rai and India..
BRANDON—— off-shore accounts
KEVIN———-  doll
TARA———– Colin Farrell
SUE————-  White/ whistle
ELLIE———– stilleto, bags of silver, gold or metallic colors,feathery stuff and lacy lingeries
NICK———— venus
HENRY———- Milk
NATHAN———deep, sensitive people
CEEJAY———- alana davis’ song 32 flavors 
MATT———— jazz music
LAUREN ————- beautiful things/people

4.) If I had to write an online dating profile for you, I’d use these three adjectives:

CINDY——— sexy, naughty, yummy 
BRANDON—– very political…
TARA———– sensual, voluptuous, head turner
SUE————- beautiful, mysterious…beware! you don’t know what you what your gonna get
ELLIE———-  sweet, romantic and straightforward
NICK———–  love, beauty and sex
HENRY——— drop dead gorgeous lady, free spirited , intellectually stimulating, motivated   
NATHAN——-  gorgeous,spontaneous,with a touch of class
CEEJAY——–  beautiful, hermoso, bonito
MATT———-  crazy,sexy,cool
LAUREN ————- intellectually stimulating, beautiful and classy

5.) You’re always whining about:

CINDY——— fear of crossing the street 
BRANDON—– being an “orphan”
KEVIN——— fear of crossing the street
TARA———- why guys can’t see through u…I know why, coz your exterior is already
                              mindblowin, why the hell add more pain in the ass?
SUE———— I haven’t heard you whine.
ELLIE———- food, Harry and a new topic for your blog
NICK———– marriage
HENRY——— what is Ethan’s secret in attracting women
NATHAN——- how you eat a lot and still got the curves
CEEJAY——–  lame ass people who just couldnt think on their own
MATT———- how people react towards you
LAUREN ————- how your abs need a tone down

6.) If I was planning your fantasy birthday, I would do _, but would never do__.

CINDY——– I would line up all those indian looking cutie guy and hope one of them is your 
                            dream boy to strip, but would never invite a latino!

BRANDON—-

KEVIN——– pajama party/ children’s party 

TARA——— I would probably build an IRISH castle, but would never invite ORIENTAL
                            attendees, ur gonna freak out!

ELLIE——– would do Greek themed party , but would never do 
                           Rainbow themed party that has  printed balloons with bright patterns

SUE———– a “magical fairy” birthday party with you as a goddess, but would never do the
                            party in a garden.. the party should be by by the pool…so that it will be a
                            hawaiian-magical-fairy birthday party!

NICK———  greek mythology theme ,castle dungeon bondage theme

HENRY——- I would do the Lambada Dance , the first dance I 
                                      ever learned , but would never do strip teasing  

NATHAN—— plan it on a yacht on a cruise and would never 
                                    throw you overboard

CEEJAY——- a striptease, if you were too drunk to remember it

MATT——— do a kiddie party, but would never do a strip tease
LAUREN —— plan a great party with your favorite foods on the menu, 
                    invite all the people you’d like to be there but I wouldn’t invite the plastics… 
                                                  
        

Bedazzled

Kevin PMed me.
” Hey lex, just asking… what makes people happy?
in a snap, I replied, ” Love. That’s the main piont. It’s always LOVE that makes people happy. What’s with the question? You ok?
Kevin: ” Yeah I’m ok, I just watched Bedazzled.”

I’ve seen the movie 5 years ago, and when Kevin reminded me of it, I realized, I’m so not into temporary fun. In the movie, Brandon Frazer’s character was constantly looking for that thing that could make him happy, and though he tasted everything, it was love that he missed at first, true love that is.

And when I assessed myself on what my answer was to Kevin’s question, I realized… I ended up telling Kevin, it’s always about long term goals Kirbs.

With LOVE, you’ll be inspired to get what you want.

What IF …

I’m on the 99th flr, ready  to jump, what would be your one line to convince me not to jump?

Ellie’s Joke version:

eLLie.. says:

“why wud u jump nik”? ” Would u like to be called the stupid legendary woman?”

Ellie’s serious approach:

eLLie.. says:

why wud u jump nik’? would u like to be tagged as the  pretty-dumb-woman-who-forgot-there’s-a-stair?…jumping off like that would make history useless and a waste of time, have you considered fighting for iraq as an alternative ?

Tara (ainie) says:
people who do that are stupid, you’re not stupid, are  you?

KERRY says:
ok….jump!! no matter how many times you jump, you won’t die anyway…believe me…coz i did 57 times already…and i’m still here

m  a  r  i  a    wo xiang ni … says:
if u jump, u can no longer have MILK and Orgasm!

Eric says:
lain kaayo na og landing lex, mo katag imong tae…

Charm says:
when you die, you will have an ugly face because when you fall down your head will be smashed down… and it would be impossible to put it back together… unless your gonna use masking tape to put it together…but even that wont hold up longer,  so if i were you, dont jump if you want to have a beautiful face when you die. live it until certain circumstances that would bring you death.

nathan says:
still a lot of guys inline for you

HeNrY - CallTek says:
If you jump … I’LL BE WAITING FOR YOU JUST RIGHT HERE
HeNrY - CallTek says:
true test of friendship to the maximum level … hehehehhe

frank encourages making love not war says:
have you tried sex yet?

ALex|ArLiNe–The ghost you’re trying to reach is currently unavailable. Pls. leave a message after the beep.!!! says:

i’d rather be killed with one bullet. you would end up torn into pieces,  and it’s not beautiful to look at.

jimm says:
YOU WERE NOT BORN TO FLY BUT BROUGHT TO THIS WORLD TO MAKE LOVE =) you have the right equipment why waste it

Duncan says:
better be alive coz its expensive to give free coffee now adays!

chuck says:
don’t jump we still have to make love

* A N G E L O *  ??? says:
you will miss the beauty of life

kevin says:
your ip phone is ringing
answer it

Cindy -One can say more in one meaningful silence than others can in an entire book. says:

you jump, i jump. do you care if i die too? you see, i’m not darna to catch you. NO! nobody would care to clean up your splattered brain. ewwe! grabe pud! lalake, pakamatyan jud?

JOEI says:
if mag pakamatay nalang gani ka
JOEI says:
kanang gwapa gyapon ka
JOEI says:
if muambak ka sa building..ig bagsak nimo wla na makaila nimo

Ethan says:
don’t you wanna taste me, ready to die?

I value spontaneity

He’s a son of father’s friend
He drives a BMW
His family owns a chopper
The night before our anticipated date…
We talked.
He started handing me down all the notes on where he’s taking me, things we’ll do, places he’s going to take me to…

Huge mistake.
I cancelled the date…
I told him, “I’M NOT IMPRESSED.”
These are the things that scare me.
I wonder how he plans on making love  to me.

I can plan on the major things in life, but never about the
exciting ones!

I  value spontaneity.

A little bit of this and that

Questions from a magazine
Now hitting my blog…

Legend:
In bold purple Italic  words: My answers

The stuff you hear around about me is:

A.) Always a lie
B.) Sometimes true
C.) Often true
D.) Others

The best way to get over a breakup is:

A.) Hit the clubs
B.) Order take out and cry your eyes out
C.) Hang out with your girlfriends 24/7
D.) Go on a date with a hot guy.

I like myself best as:

A.) Brunette
B.) Redhaired
C.) Blonde

The last time I cried was three months ago

I feel sexiest in:

A.) Little sexy hot dress
B.) Tight jeans and cute top
C.) Nothing at all

My worst habit is:

A.) Swearing
B.) Smoking
C.) Drinking
D.) Eating too much
E.) Other

The hottest guy in hollywood is:

A.) Brad Pitt
B.) Colin Farrell
C.) Tom Cruise
D.) Keanu Reeves
E.) Orlando Bloom
F.) Other

My favorite body part is:

A.) My boobs
B.) My butt
C.) My legs
D.) My Abs
E.) Other  NONE!

On a Friday night, you can always find me,

A.) Hanging at home
B.) Out with a guy
C.) going to dinner
D.) Dancing at a club
E.) Other— depends on my mood, sometimes I go dancing, or bar hopping

One of these days, I plan to learn how to:

A.) Speak Italian, French, Russian
B.) cook
C.) Play tennis
D.) Ski.
E.) Other

Let the game begin

My unpremeditated presumptions on things
 (finally… I speak)

If a person doesn’t talk, it doesn’t mean she’s creepy and a moron

If a person is nothing like who you should want her/him to be, it doesn’t make this person lesser than you– this person could be better than you, socially and morally!

If a person ’shouts’ the shit out of what this person’s “documented’ perceptions on you– it’s likely that you probably are an asshole in the usual sense of the word!

If a person stands in the middle of things, doesn’t make this person entirely to want to be in the middle all the time– this person might be waiting for one huge deficiency and boom!

If a person looks silly and sounds silly to you, you have no right to hurt the soul of this person–this person might be acting weird and stupid, but got  an IQ higher than yours!– and this person is probably masking her/his own IQ!–ever watched the movie WILD THINGS? If you haven’t , watch it! You’ll learn from it!

If a person is nothing like your own lineage, well newsflash!, have you heard of, “No two people are alike!?!?!”– don’t try to mold someone and put this person in a box– how can you let this person shine?!

If a person is being attacked by those you prefer most, and these people need  you to be their allied force, then be an ally but don’t attack more– this person might be more “POWERFUL’ than anyone of you you’ll regret ever ‘waging war’ with this person! That person could “own a country’ for all you know, bigger than your own ‘empire’.

If a person commits one mistake, it doesn’t make him a loser for the rest of his/her life, it doesn’t make him/her a bad person— What? You’ve never been a loser at one point of your life? Like dated an asshole who used you or never got to that person you’ve wanted? or was insulted for being an asshole by a loved one? Hey, newsflash again! Nobody’s perfect, no one will ever be perfect. In so many ways, everyone’s unperfectness will show, for you to see that you’re not sublime.

Maybe people need to research more on humanity, or sociology.
I wonder what kind of people they’ve mingled with in their entire life.
I wonder if they know the force and heart of DIPLOMACY or do they even know its substance and when and how to use it.
Surely, these people aren’t BARBARIANS. Oh but, think and feel like one?

If I’m talking in riddles, it’s probably because I’m trying to convey a message I AM NOT ALLOWED TO CONVEY.

Let the game begin!

SILENCE

 This song goes out to the ’silent’ ones
To those who suffer in silence…

SILENCE
-by Level 42

Lonely girl lies awake at night
silence ringing in her ears
there’s a boy who is on her mind
so much promise unfulfilled
she had waited so patiently
he had nothing more to say
not a sound as she slowly walked away

lonely boy watching from the bridge
his reflection in the lake
there’s a girl who seems out of reach
and a choice he has to make
lonely boy what will you become
if you let her slip away
tomorrow’s pain of regret may come too late

too many people
suffer in silence
because they’re afraid
love will never come their way

so many walk behind a veil of sorrow
so many know they have themselves to blame
good reasons not to wait until tomorrow
so don’t be afraid
love will always come your way

he should say he’s a lonely man
she may have heard it all before
he should say he’s a faithful man
she can never be too sure
if only he would communicate
there’d be nothing in their way
only then would she understand his pain

It hits me, in all the right places

Light bulb moment

I get bored easily…
Though I know I could be busy about something
I get restless…
I’m hyper, a live wire
I hate getting tired, I don’t get tired ( well, most of the time )

I need something,
Maybe taste a new brand of  beer, go to a place I’ve never been to.

Or sky-dive.
Jim said I need a man
I blurted out, ” Nah, that would be boring, I’ve been with a man, it’s boring ! Maybe I need a woman!” Jim laughed.

Maybe I need something/someone I never had before….
The right man. 

Now that’s a light bulb moment!

Wrong choice

I keep hearing complaints about men being brought down by women

My take on this?

That is,  if the women they chose has Imelda Marcos- Evita syndrome.
Jacky O though, has always been dubbed as, a woman of good breeding and sophistication.
Just where does Imelda Marcos and Evita come from anyway?

To all men in power, don’t be blinded.
There’s a big difference between a wicked woman and a principled woman
If the woman is too ambitious and with hidden motives,  then you’re doomed from the very start.

It’s always about the wrong choice. Try defeating it.

Devil is in the detail

She came
He sees her… and 
He sees  more female figures
And he’s excessively concerned with the rest
She walks on… this time, around him…mysteriously.
Still, he misses the decimal points, in which it separate the good ones from the bad.

Now, he’s failing to win…

devil is in the detail

Cuts both ways

Temptations around me..
Some good, some bad
I lingered on each one of these…
I read between the lines and struggled…

And one temptation I marveled at, is one that could kill me at the same time, one that could treat me like a queen on a throne…

It’s a double-edged sword

I continue to struggle…

A devil will always be a devil.

I prefer to be ran like hell by an angel, than to be  ran like heaven by a devil.
I prefer angels- in- disguise, than devils in disguise.

But I prefer ‘in-your-face playboys” than those that wear a mask and pretend to be an angel.

But a devil will always be a devil.

What disgusts me

This is my song…
With this, I show the men how it disgust me when they only want one thing from me

Beep by Pussycat Dolls (feat. Will.I.Am)

Will.I.Am]
It’s funny how a man only thinks about the…
You got a real big heart, but I’m looking at your…
You got real big brains, but I’m looking at your…
Girl, there ain’t no pain in me looking at your…

Nicole]
I don’t give a…
Keep looking at my…
‘Cause it don’t mean a thing if you’re looking at my…
I’m a do my thing while you’re playing with your…
Every boy’s the same
Since I been in the seventh grade
They been trying to get with me
Trying to (Ha, ha-ha, ha, ha-ha)
They always got a plan
To be my one and only man
Want to hold me with their hands
Want to (Ha, ha-ha, ha, ha-ha)
I keep turning them down
But, they always come around
Asking me to go around
That’s not the way it’s going down

I don’t give a…
Keep looking at my…
‘Cause it don’t mean a thing if you’re looking at my…
I’m a do my thing while you’re playing with your…

Do you know that no
Don’t mean yes, it means no
So just hold up, wait a minute
Let me put my two cents in it
One, just be patient
Don’t be rushing
Like you’re anxious
And two, you’re just too agressive trying to get your (Ahh)
Ooh, you’ve got it bad I can tell
You want it bad, but oh well what you got for me
Is something I
Something I don’t need

It’s funny how a man only thinks about the…
You got a real big heart, but I’m looking at your…
You got real big brains, but I’m looking at your…
Girl, there ain’t no pain in me looking at your…

* And men think I’t impresses me when they tell me I’m gorgeous and hot.
   What impresses me is when a guy can honestly think I’m girlfriend-material or
   when  he can imagine himself  spending the rest of his life with me.

Virgin or not?

If you were to choose , should a girl be a VIRGIN or not? and why?

*Girls, base it from their point of views, who has a more liberal view?
who is the bigot? and who is perverted?

Fluid

The mode of my life now, in general—
I remain fluid–

I slip along the significant occurence and moments of intense dramas and ascending forces of life.

I remain to glide.

If only

This is what my heart would look like at this point of my life

Not allowed to go where it wants to…
It’s forces that’s stopping it, forces I can’t fight.

If only…

NAKED

I sleep naked in the cold
I love skinny-dipping– I  still love the feeling
I’m “bare-naked” with a man I love– No hidden motives, no mind-games, my soul is open.

Being naked in all forms reminds me to emancipate myself from all inhibitions and chains the people in my life has given me.

First move

When I like a man, I can never have the courage to tell him.
I’d let it go, though I know I’d end up losing him to someone else.

When a man likes me, a man likes me… I always assume, if he doesn’t do the first move then he’s never interested. Period.

I never do the first move. I envy girls who can really do that.

To hide the sadness in my eyes

I change the color of my eyes from dark brown to blue, green, gray and light brown…
It’s never about fashion
 
It’s to hide the sadness and loneliness in my eyes