Psycho

She’s complicated not in a drama queen way
She’s weird not in a disgusting way
She’s a lunatic not in a  freaky way

there’s a big difference between a single-white-female-character/charles-manson-psycho and a lara-croft-icon.

maybe you’ve overlooked on the real psychos. take a look around, she/he could be your bf, gf, or a colleague.

Be careful.

trademark song

When my friends and I go to a family KTV bar, there’s only one TRADEMARK song that I can sing,  One of my all-time fave songs.

DREAMS–the Corrs

…”thunder only happens when it’s raining…”

…”women come and they will go…”

…”listen carefully to the sound of your loneliness, like a heartbeat that drives you mad, in the stillness of remembering what you had and what you lost…”

-Sexy, meaningful…deep.

Listen

TOday I saved my self with these songs…

runaway bride

She’d  been proposed to twice.
She turned them down for two different
personal reasons.
She loved the movie Runaway bride.

Now, she will salute and honor the man who
can make her get married.

Maybe that’s just a  flaw people has to accept,

For now.

Beer and Grandma

I grew up seeing my Grandma drink San Miguel beer like water everyday for decades, and never gets drunk. Each time I visit grandma in my family’s home town, there were regular deliveries from San Miguel  company to the ancestral house.
And she was never seriously sick, and my grandfathers and some of my uncles and aunties have died and our clans beloved “mayordoma (nanny)” , who is a lot younger than grandma died.
Until she reached 90 years old.
And  early this year, doctors advised her to stop drinking beer.
Since then, she’s been seriously ill.

Was it the beer that made her live longer?

Try to laugh

She’s feeling kinda lonely lately.
She’s missing something or someone.
She’s been feeling heavy-hearted.
And she keeps a smile on her face
And she lets people see her laugh…because…

This ‘world’s’ too mesirable for her to add more pain to it.
She doesn’t want to drag people into her own mesiries.

And she wonders,why  can’t people do the same?

Warning

Damage my name…I’ll take it.
Damage my personal being…I’ll eat it.
Damage my attributes and character..I’ll swallow it.

But try to damage the personal affairs of my family and

I SWEAR… in my grandfather’s grave and in my family name…

I’ll make the rest of your life mesirable.

this is to the girl, who has been trying to taint me… just so you know, i know who you are now.

Grandma

Grandma is a strong woman
Always energetic, never gets tired.
And likes to party. When she was younger, she always
host a party, and she used to love dancing. And she loves
watching her grandchildred dance. We drink beer with her and dance with her. and there was a time when she was tired of me asking her why she looked a lot younger that her real age, and why she has a great butt ( an asset ).

And another thing  I’ve learned from her, that no matter how playboy grandpa was, he was her one and only great love and he never left her.

She’s a nobody!..leave her alone!

they see her new shoes
they notice her new tops
they see her sexy pants
they see she does not smile in her snapshots
they take notice of her every move
they know if she’s getting calls or not.
they’re updated whenever she’s been moved from
dusk to morning after
they’re like cameras hovering around

And she does not notice if they’re smiling or not in their snapshots
And why would she care if they’re getting calls or not?
And what’s it to her whatever time they’re in.
And the hell she cares what they’re wearing…

DAMN “paparazzis”…leave her alone.
SHE’S NO HOLLYWOOD STAR.
SHE’S A NOBODY!

Clones=second rate, copycats!

she values individualism.
she hates it when people follow what she does…COPYCATS.
she values originality.
she has her own style. You should have your own style.
You can’t clone her.
What’s in her heart and mind, you can’t steal that.
And what looks good on her , might not look good on you.

“STOP PIRACY”!

STOP “CLONING”!

STOP “BOOTLEGGING”!

separate a bitch from a goddess

 she was told not to mingle with promiscuous girls.
she was told not to hang out with “easy” girls.
she was told not to get too close with
outrageous flirts.

But then she does mingle , hang-out with these girls sometimes, and yet,
society does not tag her as one of them…

WHY?

Because, once a good girl… always a good girl.

Society knows how to separate the cheap,
dirty bitches from a goddess.

out of reach

She goes to laundry shop, there’s always a cute guy
She goes to the disco, there’s always a handsome guy
She goes to a coffee shop, and then again, guys check her out
And yet, she ignores them…why?

There’s someone else in her heart..

Someone “out of reach”…

can’t please him

She wonders why he avoids her like She has leprosy
She sees him joke around with the other girls, and it’s so easy for him to mingle with her friends.
When she tries to speak to him, he stays away slowly.

Well, she really can’t please everybody….

even a guy.

Givers and takers

She defies the norms
She starts a trend
She doesn’t go to weddings
She doesn’t go to funerals
She hates hospitals
She hates falling in love
She’s a laracroft when you cry in front of her
She doesn’t have friendster
She goes where no one dares go.

But when asked what true love means,

She says:

“You give and give and you don’t expect anything in return.”

And that sets her apart from a world full of takers…and then again..

she defies the norms…

rescue me

Tame me

Ronnie , Brandy and Trish were surprised to know, the man I need is someone who controls me sometimes and who can dominate me.

I may have a strong personality,

but I don’t need a puppy for a man.

Tame me. If you can control me, I’m yours and I’ll worship you.

don’t be intimidated

I don’t leave patterns
I don’t leave traces
I leave surreal moments in your mind,
to lead you to the wrong direction.

And when you decide  to penetrate me

Use this operative line…

Don’t be intimidated by me.

That’s the one thing I consider real.
And let’s start from there.

score points?

You do something wrong,
They ALWAYS remember.
You do something right,
They overlook that.

The biggest deal is when they watch your every move, waiting for you to make a one small move and in their words later, you did the biggest mistake, and they torment you just to make you retreat and fall on your knees.

What, are we scoring points now, cos
 I HAVE MANY POINTS TO SCORE.

Why can’t people stop making people’s lives hard…it’s not like I RUINED a great amazing world for you  punish me  this way.

the motives are SO obvious! watch it.

I WAS HERE!

I was here when they sprayed insecticides.
Yeah, it’s water-based, and yeah it’s for insects, and yeah, we have animal instincts, but we are NOT insects like, especifically, mosquitoes…that suck blood.

Try to be around next time and tell me what you  guys think.

Once again…I WAS HERE.

Watch me bleed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!