my silent hero

November 17, 2006

 

I know why father hates I’m in this village
Father knows, wherever his three daughters go…
they’re envied by others…
and knowing the nature of business im connected with…
it’s father’s instinct to worry and the thought of me being unprotected,
im sure he’s just so anxious.

if father only knows I have a ” silent hero”,
who’s always watching over me from afar…
not letting me fall down, without asking something in return.

I have been looking for an amazing adjective to describe this person…
but in the end i could simply relate this person to a— “hero”.

If only father could shake hands with my silent hero. (lol)

do you know who?

 

Harry…it’s a celebrated name among
my friends and those who knew our story.
And til now, after a year and a half,
it’s still stucked in their minds.
Some say he’s still in my heart.

Guys, don’t you know…
I’ve already replaced him?

wanna know who the guy is?
can you handle it???

i’ll make you shine

i can endorse anybody
to let them shine
i can even make myself look pathetic, just
to build you up
this is me.. to those who think they have no place in this world,
to those who feel they’re
an outcast–i will endorse you to the world.

And the world will stop and think..
knowing it comes from someone like me..
whom the world has judged as a snob and who couldn’t care.

i never give up on underdogs.

Run and Hide!

Went to the shopping center..
the moment i entered, i saw father from a far…

my next move?

EXIT!

and transfered to another shopping center

This is my life now.

I wonder…
is father avoiding me too the way i’m avoiding him?