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January 28, 2007And drew was beautiful that night, because
he made the world see she was special, inspite of…
And drew acted cool…inspite of…
And late that night she sent me sms…
And though I was not there to witness the scene…
From me to drew:
"At least,
he made you feel special,
not a laughing stock."
I decided a long time ago
January 27, 2007Roda asked me, was there ever a moment you wanted to slap
harry and make him remember what he did to you for
the rest of his life?
My reply:
" There was never a time I wanted to slap him, nor would want to call him
an asshole or a jerk. I just want to give him the idea that there will
never be a ME and HIM anymore, to punish him forever, for letting go
of true love. And i don't care if i suffer just the same, anyway…"
I won't be bitter, I was not the one who cheated, I gave him truelove.
And roda said," in the end, it's you who decides."
And my final words…
It's over rod, I've made a decision… a long time ago.
ego-boosting
I hate ego-boosting. It's a waste of time.
When I praise, it must be true.
When I criticize, it's most true.
But i can boost the egos of people
with attention deficit syndrome, just to make
them realize they do have something too, but not
to make monsters out of them, or to make them vain.
See what ego-boosting can do?
i still wish him well
I thanked God for making me move on
Who would have thought, I ‘ll make it.
He got this power over me, he played around
And saved the best for last…then I survived.
Then twas time for him to utter the words, then I was gone.
I would never want to be in his shoes.
I hope I won’t be too blind to see the real one.
Just like how he ignored truelove.
I wish him happiness, inspite of.
BOB
Bob is jealous of one guy here.
Well, bob is a jealous guy.
Bob, you know what the one other reason why I left Harry?
Of being too jealous. And I see him in you bob!
Trust me bobby, trust me! Nothing happened!
It’s just rumors! And you say he’s my lover!
No bob!
I’m not interested in men who’s currently taken.
Remember that. If it happens to her, it's going happen to me.
he missed me
Bob texted me in the middle of the night:
"Lexie, suddenly I’m missing you!"
Of course bob, once I touch your life,
You’ll forever miss me, there’s no way out bob!
So get used to it!
Favorite daughter
Back home, our family don’t eat together. One is always going
And leaving , or sleeping , or is not hungry enough…
So as expected, I always end up eating alone .
I would end up taking my food to where the maids eat and eat with them
And joke around and tease one of the maids to a male help.
Many times, father would catch me eat with them, and the room would
stand still, but I would see something in father’s face each time, he is
proud of me, he knows I can mingle with these people, compared to my two
other sisters who deals with the maids the aristocratic way.
And people say I’m his favorite daughter.
will not rescue her
January 21, 2007
Mom begged father to intervene
when my sister and her husband was on the brink
of separation.
Father never liked my brother in law.
but he found out from my six-year old nephew
the never-ending nagging of my sister
towards her husband.
Father would never meddle but furiously
this he had to say to her:
“You want him to respect you, respect him!
You’re driving him away from you, your husband
does not need you as the enemy, he needs a friend! Act like one!
You should do things for him to
stick with you and not forget you, not driving
him to cheat on you!
Don’t expect me to rescue you!
He said this in front of her husband.
completely
Ok,so you're into this girl
she’s lonley…and like Ricky Martin’s
“nobody wants to be lonely”
You want to say this to her:
“Here you are
in your darkened room
and you're all alone
lookin out the window
your heart is cold and
lost the will to love
like a broken arrow.
here i stand in the shadow,
come to me2x cant you see that
nobody wants to be lonely
nobody wants to cry
my body is longing to hold you so bad
it hurts inside
time is precious and it's slippin away
and ive been waiting for you all of my life
nobody wants to be lonely
so why, why don't you let me love you”.
And what does it take to let her trust you,
hook, line and sinker?
satisfaction
Why do men look for a first-water wife just to have a whory mistress later?
Why can't they look for a sophisicated wife who can be a bitch or a slut
in bed anyway and give her the same respect when she's in her UNslut time?
MEN! Will you please think sometimes?
All in one package guys:
Miss universe and poster girl for playboy yet
who reads TIME magazine and some geeky internet protocol documents
and knows the exact perigee or apogee around the moon!
Then main chance here: SATISFACTION!
egos fed?
You see some men who find chasing girls fun
You see these men treating girls as toys
They'd rather want to be fancy free than to commit.
Tell me, if these feed their egos,
I wonder what makes men interesting
enough when they need to commit sooner or later,
in parallel to being uninteresting at a time
when they are still playing?
that moment
What does it feel , when you're
totally sober and standing close to this
person you want and need so much and
you NEED to restrain yourself from
touching her or hugging her?
Like it’s this moment, when you think
it’s the right place, yet the wrong situation,
and you’re scarcely getting a grip on things,
and most notably when your proximity
to this person is rather too painfully close
you could just grab her by the waist and pull her
to you, to make the magic happen.
Terrible, isn’t it?
And you wished you were drunk.
God-fearing
She might just be a drop in the bucket.
She might look disgustingly dumb and feeble.
Her aptitude might be of no worth.
But she's …..God-fearing.
Are you?
not into her
She said he made her forget about that other guy.
He's not even aware of it and she's holding back.
Why?
He's never into her.
what it feels like
Father infused in me to direct my attention
more on wits and reasons than on emotions.
But I see father with great sensitivity when
the world hands him over the hard facts of life—
poverty around him. He cares.
He’s the kind of man,
if you badly and awfully need 5 pesos,
and all he’s got is 5Pesos,
he gives it all to you.
To make you feel, what it’s like to have 5 pesos.
Boy meets girl
What happens when trying to catch her heart
is like trying to catch a star?
and love her from afar.
and you wait for that star to fall…for you.
and the more she stays away, you like her even more.
and you hear her name everywhere and you feel so strong about her.
so many people love her and hate her, that's just her.
her presence makes you weak, your defenses challenged.
and only a Jose Quervo is going to help you toughen up.
And only to find out later, she's going,
and won't say goodbye.
And next time you look for her,
She's nowhere to be found.
This sounds like a song, isn't it?
But it isn't.
just a dime
January 20, 2007She said:
"Don't let him get to you.
You'll never be special to him.
You'll only be one of the girls he'd love to
chase. It's wrong to nominate him to you.
"You'll never be, what that girl is to his heart."
And i say:
So what else is new?
EL LOCO–open your minds
I highly recommend this Mexican
restaurant, El Loco.
It's patterned on this famous mex resto
in California, CHIPOTLE.
I used to go to this mex resto near
guadalupe where it's far from where I live.
Now comes EL LOCO, situated at Skyrise buiding,
IT park, where they serve Loco Ribs with
yummy salsa and chipotle sauce (try it!)
and Loco burrito, and mouth-watering
chimichanga.
Hey, it might not be as good as Chipotle,
but it's better than the ones we have here.
And the owner, Tita Monena
( she tells me to call her tita ), a spanish woman
that reminds me of grandma,
is always a good host, she makes you feel
at home.
Try El Loco. Open your minds.
Stop eating tapsilog.