jump in

I admire a man who jumps in regardless of knowing or not she’s interested in him

A real man is someone who’s interested in you, not because
He assumes you’re into him but because he truly likes you.

That kind of man, I not only respect, but I endorse to the world.

little girl in her

Though this is life
Though this world can be so cold
Though the world has lost it’s human kindness
And these are the realities of life

She carries on to be a little girl sometimes
To keep telling herself, though this is life,
She’s still capable of giving true love.

With the heart of a little girl, this is what makes her
Stay nice, and genuine.

with pleasure

I'm so relieved I’ve gotten out from a bad relationship and
I’ve survived ignoring and getting rid of him for a year and a half.

It would have been of no value had I surrendered to his pleadings.
And work– as one of my healing factors has always led me to other things.

Things that remind me, there can be  Other alternatives.

And I’m trying to live my life now… with pleasure.
And feeling every delightful moment.

human

I remember the first time my nephew’s nanny wore a
Maid’s uniform, obviously required by my sister.

And in a family gathering, as always, father, as the spokeperson 
Had to say this to my sister in his usual demanding tone:

“Do you know why you and your sisters grew up not seeing
Your nannies and maids wearing a maid’s uniform?”

My sister meekly answered: No.

Father:
“ Because inspite of what I have given you and how I raised you,
You shouldn’t categorize people by how much they have and how
Much they can afford to have in this life. One simply shouldn’t categorize people. Let your nanny wear clothes that could make her look like a human being!”

And I was staring at my papa that time with goosebumps.A man who is never pretentious.

Since then , the nanny wears decent clothes that made her more look human.

reaching out

 When I moved out, father said:

“The moment you stay away from this family,
 don’t use my name when you get into trouble and change your last name!!!”

Me ( sobbing) : “Even if I’d go blind and even if  get seriously ill, Ill never
Run to you for help. I’d rather suffer and die.

Father (without batting an eyelash) : “ I’ll never look for you!”

 got several missed calls from…. Papa.

And he’ll never look for me…

this year…and again.

Last year, I said:
My life will change.
and it did, big time.

This year… my life will change…again.