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a dozen of things you don’t know about me
March 29, 2007
1.) I can give up friendship for one betrayal or treachery done to me—just one— only insecure, troubled, unpoised people will betray you.
2.) I eat anything except, Caldereta!
3.) I can go out on a date with a simple white shirt and demin jeans paired with flat shoes.
4.) If i get hungry early in the morning and I need to go out and grab some food, all I do, I just brush my teeth and gargle, wihtout washing my face or taking a shower, not combing my hair…and I'm good to go!
5.) My dream destinations would be:
Morroco, Greece, Egypt, Ireland, Russia, Turkey and Israel.
6.) Inspite of my snobbish aura, I try hard to please people–and my mom used to tell me, "Don't force yourself on anyone!"
7.) I'm never going to be interested in men who are currently taken and are emotionally attached to other women.. ever!
8.) I ask advices from crazy people just to know if someone's crazier than me—and I haven't found one…yet!
9) Just because I praise you in someway, doesn't entirely mean you're better than me…
10.) I may look like I believed in your amazing lies, but hey, I'm too
modest to tell you you might want to seek professional help— a huge
upgrade on your mental health would make a great impression! Trust me!!!!!!!!!
11.) Im not frigid and my passion for sensuality is as extremely intense as how
I look physically.
12.) I haven't found truelove yet.
Rise
March 11, 2007From all bitter pills she swallowed,
from all the turndown she's been getting…
She's forward-looking and she rises
And she tells herself, if it's not meant for you,
it's never yours.
never force
Mother once told me,
"Never force yourself on anybody.
If you get rejected, let go…"
"Don't be sad…there will always be someone
who will treat you like a queen."
And I remember this line when i listen
to one of my fave music:
Will never win
She was asked why she never give it a chance
with this guy.
And she asked them back, how could you give a man a chance who keeps rejecting me in soo many ways? And for the whole world to see?
This will always be something she's going to
remember.
And to reject those who rejected her feeds her soul.
slamming the door…more than enough
Inside him, there are several rooms, and one of them leads to his heart.
She placed her bets in life and tried to get in.
But he let those he prefers most in, instead of
her.
And like what the other man has done to her in the past,she's letting go…. again.
The slamming of door in her face is more
than enough.
He hinted not to belittle myself
March 4, 2007I maybe dreadfully ugly to you.*
I maybe terribly hideous to you.*
I may look unpleasant to you.*
I may look tacky to you.*
You may think I’m rude.*
But at least, I’m not a woman ofthe world.
And any man would be proud to have me.
And no one can change that fact.
And if I’m actually thinking I'm all of the above*
I wonder how most or some of you really Look like????
(Now this is what I call A goddess syndrome.)
because…
Someone hinted indirectly to me
To stop belittling myself.
Whether he knew I'd understood or not…
I got the point.
Calltek’s Top 5 most beautiful AND gorgeous girls Part two
February 27, 2007 
Note:
These men were given ample time to come up with their lists. It took them days to decide. And furthermore, no bribery or coersion happened while conducting the survey…
These other hunks' TOP 5… in no particular order…
Those I haven't asked and from the new B's…
josh says :
1.) hannah
2.) roxy
3.) irish
4.) lexie
5.) rachel
george - bigboner#1@HOTMALE.com says:
roxie
sydney
francine
cassie
jamie
vince says:
1.you
2. drew
3.sue
4.rachel
5.lynn
Ed says:
you, rachel, francine , ally and one from training
BRAD para sayo ang labada na to!!!!! says:
summer,you,venice & jade
BRAD para sayo ang labada na to!!!!! says:
wala naman lain…
SETH says: chloe and francine..
(Seth could only give 2!)
ROMEO says:
ikaw, c roxie n sidney
(Romeo had a hard time with 5, so instead he gave 3)
Jake The Fronie says:
rachel, irish,lucy,charlotte,tanya
virgil says:
pam - cause shes so witty, she dsnt deserve the word cute, she deserves beautiful.
rachel - "mother is god in the eyes of a child". i always told her that.
jamie - sometimes i associate music with whatever visual stimuli i come to face with,cguro sa kanya "the blower's daughter"
irish - bob dylan's "she breaks just like a little girl"
LEXIE says: 5th?
virgil says: oh, that would be you.since i never saw in my entire life a lady bring a barbie doll in her workstation.it makes me remind that there are more than what the eye sees.
MaRcUs says:
ok, first up, it should be you, LEXIE the Goddess
MaRcUs says:
then comes around my Irish.
MaRcUs says:
and then Amber, i think
MaRcUs says:
fourth i think, would be Drew
MaRcUs says:
and to complete my list, i think it's gonna be Tina
nico says:
Lexie
Gina
Amber
Irish
Cassie
nico says:
and also Andre…..hehehe
hats off to these girls!!!!
Extraordinary
February 14, 2007On her special day,
she keep the Faith– stronger.
She thanked God for all absolution,
and for being extraordinary still at this age.
On her special day,
she swears, she' ll make things
more stupendous in a jaw-dropping way.
And no one can stop her.
wear it!
February 5, 2007
I never wear seatbelts. It's boring.
And It always feels like I'm in a cage
rather than feeling safe.
BUT… whenever Leslie's driving,
the only thing I can think of is…
wear that f*cking seatbelt!!!
SO… just imagine.
changing lanes
February 3, 2007Been losing that grand sleep these days
It's not about work, it's not about what's in my timetable.
It's never about that guy who always go to my parent's house.
It's about this nagging overwhelming stupefying state
I've premeditatingly put myself into…to brush off some
individuals.
And subsequently, I've come to this part of me…
I can't be feeling a need to see others suffer and
I can never hold bitterness in my heart
Special
January 28, 2007And drew was beautiful that night, because
he made the world see she was special, inspite of…
And drew acted cool…inspite of…
And late that night she sent me sms…
And though I was not there to witness the scene…
From me to drew:
"At least,
he made you feel special,
not a laughing stock."
he missed me
January 27, 2007Bob texted me in the middle of the night:
"Lexie, suddenly I’m missing you!"
Of course bob, once I touch your life,
You’ll forever miss me, there’s no way out bob!
So get used to it!
Favorite daughter
Back home, our family don’t eat together. One is always going
And leaving , or sleeping , or is not hungry enough…
So as expected, I always end up eating alone .
I would end up taking my food to where the maids eat and eat with them
And joke around and tease one of the maids to a male help.
Many times, father would catch me eat with them, and the room would
stand still, but I would see something in father’s face each time, he is
proud of me, he knows I can mingle with these people, compared to my two
other sisters who deals with the maids the aristocratic way.
And people say I’m his favorite daughter.
that moment
January 21, 2007What does it feel , when you're
totally sober and standing close to this
person you want and need so much and
you NEED to restrain yourself from
touching her or hugging her?
Like it’s this moment, when you think
it’s the right place, yet the wrong situation,
and you’re scarcely getting a grip on things,
and most notably when your proximity
to this person is rather too painfully close
you could just grab her by the waist and pull her
to you, to make the magic happen.
Terrible, isn’t it?
And you wished you were drunk.
God-fearing
She might just be a drop in the bucket.
She might look disgustingly dumb and feeble.
Her aptitude might be of no worth.
But she's …..God-fearing.
Are you?
not into her
She said he made her forget about that other guy.
He's not even aware of it and she's holding back.
Why?
He's never into her.
what it feels like
Father infused in me to direct my attention
more on wits and reasons than on emotions.
But I see father with great sensitivity when
the world hands him over the hard facts of life—
poverty around him. He cares.
He’s the kind of man,
if you badly and awfully need 5 pesos,
and all he’s got is 5Pesos,
he gives it all to you.
To make you feel, what it’s like to have 5 pesos.
Boy meets girl
What happens when trying to catch her heart
is like trying to catch a star?
and love her from afar.
and you wait for that star to fall…for you.
and the more she stays away, you like her even more.
and you hear her name everywhere and you feel so strong about her.
so many people love her and hate her, that's just her.
her presence makes you weak, your defenses challenged.
and only a Jose Quervo is going to help you toughen up.
And only to find out later, she's going,
and won't say goodbye.
And next time you look for her,
She's nowhere to be found.
This sounds like a song, isn't it?
But it isn't.
just a dime
January 20, 2007She said:
"Don't let him get to you.
You'll never be special to him.
You'll only be one of the girls he'd love to
chase. It's wrong to nominate him to you.
"You'll never be, what that girl is to his heart."
And i say:
So what else is new?